stability

i hate unexpected changes
i hate them i hate them i hate them

i hate being in this emotional stage
i hate it i hate it i hate it


i hate it when i can't control my own emotions

i hate being alone

i hate knowing i'll be alone

i hate trying to explain what i feel




i
hate
this.

幻象化

怪

怪怪

怪怪怪

會突然害怕
一切都不是真的

一切都是幻象
隨時會得消失





討厭這樣的則疑
非常非常

快樂快落？

今日我生日呀
快樂嘛
快樂的

但是


真的放棄了的
值得嗎？






我覺得
不會反悔

然而
沒有了你的祝福

總是覺得欠了什麼





可是
我真的可以大聲說一句





我開心呀
真係開心呀！